MOURNING DEATH

Everybody mourns death different. When I lost my cousin Tony I was in Disneyland the week of Thanksgiving 2026. One of the nights I was talking about him to a random stranger because he was on my mind.. going back to the hotel on the bus. When I got back to the room I looked at a post and found out my cousin had passed. It hit me different.... I seen him before I went on vacation and he asked me "cuz, promise me you will say something at my funeral".... I did promise him and I did say some words. Then not to long after my cousin passed... two of my friends that we both have a lot of history together passed back to back .... this was a heavy hit... my mind wasn't in that creative mode anymore... I just wanted to pick up the phone and call them... hear their voices again. This took me completely out of my ZONE... I wasn't upset with GOD at all... I was just in SHOCK with everything. Before all those loved ones that passed there was someone I sent PRAYERS to on a daily he was one of the OUTLAWZ who was in (TUPAC's GROUP) a friend since 2016 and he took his life on FOURTH OF JULY last year..... so yeah my mind was in a different space.

See social media makes people think your doing GREAT ... things are going AMAZING .. but you never know when someone is HURTING on the inside and for awhile that HURT wasn't going away... Made me think about LIFE different and now I LIVE and do things that I would have never done before.

I could say I'm back in my ZONE now... and I know I have 4 NEW ANGELS watching over me and they would want me to KEEP GOING and DON'T STOP.

Just wanted to share something deep and personal.... I appreciate everyone who reads this... may you continue to find JOY and INNER-PEACE and stay BLESSED.